Marissa is leaving again :(

Well....we gave it a go, but Marissa is leaving for residential again on Thursday. She just got home in August.
Her behaviors have become even more severe (and I thought that wasn't possible) but now she is harming herself.
She had to be taken Inpatient on Saturday for banging her head through a glass window pane....thank God she wasn't hurt! Not even a scratch....at least I know someone up there is looking out for her.
I am going to miss her sooo much, and yet again praying that THIS will be the time they figure all this out, this will be the time that my little Rissy comes home again, this will be the time we can all move forward with our lives. This will be the time.
I did this layout about my feelings on this. I heard this song on One Tree Hill by Kate Voegle called sweet silver lining. These are the journaling on this, it reads "I may be weak but I'm never defeated and I'll keep believing in clouds with that sweet silver lining."